Being You

I come home late once in my life,
You give me hell then say goodnight.
I dye my hair because it’s cool,
You talk shit and give me rules.
I try to say what’s on my mind,
But you turn ‘round; I’m left behind.

You’re always right about everything,
No one compares to you.
I’m just a naïve little girl,
but you are such a fool.
You tell me things I already know,
That make you think you’re special.

Chorus:
Now I’m losing sleep,
Not knowing what,
Could set you off,
Have you going ‘round,
And ‘round and ‘round,
You make it such a chore,
To be sorry for,
Not being you.

What I wear is it good enough,
Will it make you happy?
Can I pull it off,
Be what you need,
Me to be.
But is it me?
It just ain’t me!

Chorus 2:
Cause I’m losing sleep,
To be the perfect girl.
Try not to set you off,
Be the perfect girl.

But it’s such a chore,
Can’t take anymore.

I’m not the girl you want me to be,
So stop trying to change me.



Chorus 3:
Now I’m losing sleep,
Not knowing what,
Could set you off,
Have you going ‘round,
And ‘round and ‘round,
You make it such a chore,
To be sorry for…

Chorus 3:
Now I’m losing sleep,
Not knowing what,
Could set you off,
Have you going ‘round,
And ‘round and ‘round,
You make it such a chore,
To be sorry for…

So Sorry for,
Not being you.

I started this song a few years ago and stopped at the first few lines. I guess when I started it I didn't know where I wanted to take it and just shoved it to the side. But I found it last year and after reading what I had i figured out what I wanted and started finishing it. So here's the completed lyrics for Being You. I think this is the first song I wrote that actually relates to what happened me to.

~LEB~

Insanity

It’s painful but quick
But why’d you put me through it?
Like a needle in the eye,
It seems that I despise, you.

Wicked dreams of sanitary
Combobulated sanity
You bring me back to reality
And hope that I’m illogically correct.

This world is full of fairy tales
Make believe in marry tales
Bring me back to life again
So I can see the future that is real

Oh how I want
The world to revolve
Slower around me
So I can see it all

Oh how I wish
To speak with the fishes
And ask them how
They survive under there

Oh how I need
The one to misconceive
The reality of love, and lust
Bring me back to life

So take me away
To neverland
Bring me to smiling faces
Never grow again

I want to see this side
Through the eyes of a child
And see all the wonders
To behold

Oh how I want
The world to revolve
Slower around me
So I can see it all

Oh how I wish
To speak with the fishes
And ask them how
They survived under there

Oh how I need
The one to misconceive
The reality of love, and lust
Bring me back to life

Now it’s time to wake up
Sweet innocent of mine
Wake to the world around
No need to be shy

It’s the end of our journeys
To neverland and all
Let your dreams
Take flight




Now if you were wondering why this is titled Insanity and then began to read these lyrics you'll start to wonder, "What fuck up bomb went off in Exxy's brain tonight?" well ladies and gents I have no clue :| this is the oddity of my lyric collection and it just came to me suddenly. SO enjoy and please don't think anything less of me after this little brain pop.

~Exxy~

MUSTANGS

It carries itself on four strong sturdy things
Over plains and meadows, forest deep
Its coat so rough from midday dirt
Its hair so long and tangling as the wind flexes its wispy tendrils
Intelligent eyes stare at the hot summer sun
Ears twitch at the slight sounds
To flee or stay
Only they will tell
It calls to its own with its special words
And follows in tow of leader hierarchy
They sound like thunder when together
Safely nestled as one family
But a hard life it must be
For the wild ones



This was for a Communications Strategies class.

Fallin To Pieces (Unfinished)

I think i'm fallin' to pieces,
no way out,
i'm walking the long road,
i can't hear a sound!
I wanna know this place,
i'm goin' to.
Wanna know the place,
to you.

You were my shouting star,
you were my favourite car.
you new me inside out,
by far.
I wanna go back,
to the days,
when we'd laugh and say,
hey!

Now i'm fallin' to pieces,
no way out.
i'm falling to pieces,
hear me shout!
I need a place to call,
my own.
For now i'm fallin' to pieces,
look out.

Walking this shady road,
I see a cloud.
Black as the devil's car,
and so loud.
It's comin' for my soul,
makin' me lose control.
Breakin' it's path to me,
so cold.

Now i'm fallin' to pieces,
no way out.
i'm falling to pieces,
hear me shout!
I need a place to call,
my own.
For now i'm fallin' to pieces,
look out.

Better,
look out.
I'm fallin',
no way out.
I wanna a better place,
maybe some distant space.
Where I can find my own,
Alone.

Now i'm fallin' to pieces,
no way out.
i'm falling to pieces,
hear me shout!
I need a place to call,
my own.
For now i'm fallin' to pieces

Now i'm fallin' to pieces,
no way out.
i'm falling to pieces,
hear me shout!
I need a place to call,
my own.
For now i'm fallin' to pieces,
look out.

Fallin' to Pieces,
Look out.


Thank you to my blackberry, without thee i probably wouldn't have gotten this down when i thought of it :D

Lullaby and Goodnight

I don't want to hate you
For leaving on your own.
Though I tried to save you
I knew you weren't alone.
But when you left our world
And traded it for his.
I hurt for days without rest
But I knew you're safe as is.

Chorus:
But you know
If i had a choice.
I'd trade my life for your voice
To sing me a lullaby goodnight
Sleep tight
You're in heaven.
It breaks my heart
To See what's left behind
And the lost memories to find.
So sleep tight
Lullaby and goodnight.

Your face still shines
Like the moonlight and the stars above.
This goodbye kiss
Was a sweet bliss.
Couldn't you have stayed for just a little longer?

I close my eyes
And realize
You are still with me.
Never gone
But never there.
What kind of hell have I put myself through?!

Chorus:
But you know
If i had a choice.
I'd trade my life for your voice
To sing me a lullaby goodnight
Sleep tight
You're in heaven.
It breaks my heart
To See what's left behind
And the lost memories to find.
So sleep tight
Lullaby and goodnight.

Sleep tight
Lullaby and goodnight.




Well that's the first real post here, my newly created lyrics called Lullaby and Goodnight. I'll start working on the chords later since it's kinda late to be playing guitar.

~Exxy~

Story Update 1

Alright *cracks knuckles* time to get down to business.


The Darkest Dream
Status: In Progress


Fang & Claw
Status: Revising


Alright so that's all i have at the moment for an update but it's a start; i'll finish up The Darkest Dream short soon and Fang and Claw will be released once it's all fixed up from my childhood version.

~Exxy~